Why do u just hate me so much? I can barely stagger through life without being miserable inside all the time and instead of just talking to me like a human being for once u just keep trying to make me hurt worse and get me in prison will that make you happy? Does it make u happy knowing I am incapable of happiness now?. U have zero love for me? Not even decent humanity to see all I am now is the shell of a human miserable and waiting to die naturally so as not to hurt more people w selfishness, I fuckin try to make it through and I mess up here and there and text or call because.my soul aches and is shattered from loving you. If it would be better for us all if I am dead just let me know, maybe then we can be happy.